I WANNA GROW

returned from kasauli yesterday. had a real gud time. after coming from there am really having a feeling of growing up. met kavita kapoor. a fun filled bold lady just like me. difference being she is older than me and really enjoys life. after meeting her i really feel like making the most of me. i also have that thing in me. so many people there were admiring me. when i didn't turn up for lunch coz had a real good fight with george then people did miss me. enquired where was i, this shows ppl did felt my absence. i really feel good when ppl give me importance. i really really want to grow. as i look up-to kavita kapoor i really want to be looked upto. want to add that thing in my life on daily basis. i know i'll have to work on it. why not start from today and realize at the end of the day what extra i did to make me feel ive grown. life will be wonderful if on my death bed i have a feel ive really lived. now i can die in peace. but the feeling of misery while dying or did not really live my life feeling while dying will really make me feel bad. this is only one life. live life to the fullest. take as much as risk you can. today i really feel good for whatever ive faced coz ive actually taken that step to feel tht whatever the result came out to be. i really feel good whatever happened with me and whatever is happening and i really really want to make each day a new chapter of my growth for whatever will happen .