stop being fake!!!

Why do we have to think so much in this journey....why can't we remain the real 'we'. I want to enjoy to the fullest. What is that stops me??? Everybody around is so busy in their daily chores that they forget that this life will end one day. god has given us one life and when the clock will stop ticking no1 knows. Then why do we behave in a fashion as if we r immortal. Spending the entire life worrying, cribbing, backbiting, cheating. Why ???? Am not among those but i find myself secluded from the crowd. george is interested only in tv and being at home. Now i'll be the original me coz . lemme see who loves me this way.....bahut seh liya...bahut ro liya.....ab koi artificial behaviour nahi chalega.......accept me the way i am.....ab change will come in its natural way and i want to grow in this natural way......artificial ban ke thak gayi hun...ab nahi hota.....kam se kam i'll feel my being......god help me in bring this change....